firstly, i hate sports carnival. fuhua sucks like what shit. it`s all money as their first priority. fuhua community night, thirty bucks per person. what the fuck. with thirty bucks i can buy one shirt can? and that oen still got the face to announce: "yea, don`t get the thought that we are holding fuhua community night for fund raising." blahblahh. and they forced, take note. (it`s forced) us to buy at least ten tickets per class. which is, 300 bucks. that`s so ridiculous baby.
and what more? oen changed sports day to sports carnival. yea, and we came to this one very truthful conclusion. cause she don`t have to book a stadium cause it causes money. and she don`t have to get lim boon heng to be the guest of honour again. (like for how many years). haa. and yea. i can say that 3h really.. -__- well done lor. i`m speechless now. and i even had to please them and persuade them. and they don`t even want to participate it. what the fuck. not spontaneous enough. and i hate it. they want us to kneel in front of them is it?! fucking hell.
and i finally saundered to my sectional yesterday. which was like, miracle. mwaha! and i hate my juniors. they suck seriously. one with big mouth and bunny teeth char bo. can`t stand her. her mouth can`t stop every minute. no wonder she got bunny teeth. and got bunny teeth still come and blow flute for what?! i suggest you go mediacorp and request if they want to hire a real life bugs bunny, please. and another fucking fat pig. who always think he is soooooo pro. and keep on suan-ing me all the way. i hate it. i hate that fat ars. don`t say i`m mean okay? these people are just inhuman. hollow-headed. no brains, only huge fat ars. Zz
yep. see this. i purposely ponned my CO phototaking session. yes. i hate CO. do you want a more obvious one?
I, YANG TZU HSUAN SKIPPED MY CHINESE ORCHESTRA PHOTOTAKING SESSION CAUSE I HATE CHIENSE ORCHESTRA. GET IT?!
i don`t wanna go the phototaking is all under one such simple small reason. i don`t get the sense of belonging in it. i hate CO now. yea, what can i do? that fucking flutes are lack of people. and i can`t quit. how great? sianzation. realised that the belonging-ness is worse than badminton. sometimes will wonder if i quit badminton was the right choice or not. always pointing that i`m the outcast in the badminton team. but now, compared to CO. this is okay i think. and i hate the flute teacher. he sucks. that motherfucker. i hate him to the core. that knnbccb bias teacher. i hate bias teachers. and especially, those who liked some fat ars but also don`t know how to act. and that`s so obvious. he might as well just tell me:"tzuhsuan ah. i want my junjie can already. i don`t need you. cause i hate you. i detest you. i dislike you." whatever. and maybe i`ll just quit once and for all. I WANT PENG LAO SHI BACK PLEASE!! i`ve ask Him whole lots of times, but my prayers just didn`t recieve the His answer. omg, i felt like going to 20th floor and jump down. and maybe everything won`t get solved. but at least i`m out of this cruel harsh world. and to somewhere, somewhere i can be with Him.
these days weren`t easy for me to go thru. think shifu is very sad right now. because of something. and still trying to act tough in front of ctm they all. Zz. yeap. i don`t really know how to um, help to cheer people up. =/ oh wells, just let nature take its course. everyone`s really suffering from mood swing.
and came to hate this class more and more as days go by. stoned in the class till 6pm with laytheng and jingwen. settling the stupid sports carnival thingo again. ms lee was like, wanting us to help pull people to join. but we called like, darn lots of people. to no avail. everybody were so stingy and one-sided now. only think about themselves, but not others. saturday so what? we sacrificed our weekend too. and think we want to participate? hell NO. oh please, three words - this class sucks. kay, never mind. what`s the point of spurting out all those crap here. things just worsen everyday. and so, we gave up on 3d. we gave up calling people and acted like owners. trying to persuade our dog or what to just participate in one such fucking sports carnival. yup. went to mac to have dinner together also. laytheng suggested i call shifu they all again. and um, yupp. think i shan`t continue again. before more things got spreaded here and there. which i disliked all the time.
*sobs*
i`m really very down right now.
